Angel 2.0 A Woman Who has Faced Hell

I faced one of the biggest corporations in the world over my late husband's and my intellectual property. I woke up with fear in the pit of my stomach every morning from 1993 until it was over in 1996. Their attorneys, the best in the world, in my opinion, knew all the best tricks of the trade. I simply knew my Father, God, told me to be virtuous, to always tell the truth, to be kind, to think of any situation from my opponent's point of view and try to also care for them. I'd been walking that path from birth.

I'd purposefully made the decision 8 years earlier, 1985, to walk with my Father, God, and Jesus even MORE closely. I had made a vow to: 1. Read at least 1 verse of the Bible every day. 2. To change from listening to Country music to Gospel music. 3. To obey God's Holy Bible to the best of my ability, even when I really didn't want to. I had kept that vow for 8 years when I walked into that courtroom. They had never faced an opponent like me. I was Jesus on wheels, on fire.

I fought them and I fought them hard because that was MY husband's life work and he had given it to ME and OUR children. But more than that, my Father, God, KNEW that every word that came out of my sweet mouth was the 100% truth. They had NEVER faced a David with my spirit before and it constantly threw them into shock and disbelief. I would say things, volunteer things, that they could use to hurt me, and they did, IF it was the TRUTH because I wasn't focused on myself. I was focused on keeping my VOW to my Father, God.

He had been strengthening me for 8 years. We'd been walking together for my entire lifetime but on steroids for 8 years, since I had made that vow on Christmas Day 1985, living with my precious husband, Robin, in our Houston townhome he had bought for me, because he loved me. My vow had led me to co-found a private Corporation with my late husband, simply because that's what he had always dreamed of. I hadn't had a clue how to do that. So I had read books for 9 months and done it myself, for him. He had always wanted to be a Consultant. He had worked at a Fortune 100 company for his entire life. It was scary for him to leave it. But that was his dream. So I made his dream come true, we did it together.

THEN I had seen Tetiaroa (Marlon Brando's atoll near Tahiti) for sale in a fancy magazine on the racks of my Houston grocery store. I'd dreamed of the seclusion where we could raise our family outside of the boundaries of the world. I wanted privacy to raise them correctly, to love God. So Robin took me there to show me that wasn't really going to turn out like I dreamed. He was SO intelligent. He just showed me my dream in reality.

So I redreamed. I found a 39.5 acre property in Tennessee (in another grocery store magazine) near Nashville, close to where I had grown up. It had a gorge with 3 waterfalls. It had 20,000 sq. ft. of historical buildings including a Grist Mill, a Lodge on a cliff overlooking the Mill pond and dam, and a tiny chapel with a stained glass window. I fell in love. THIS could be our private home.

Robin, by that time, HAD become a Consultant and we were earning about $20,000. a month. He worked on his computers from the loft of our Houston townhouse. I took care of our small children and him. I took classes for my first Master's degree. We were SO happy. But I could SEE our life in the pages of that magazine so I described my idea to him. He was VERY unsure this was the direction we needed to go. He was the top expert in the entire world in computer technology in the real-time drilling of oil wells. But I saw he was doing this from our loft. So why couldn't he do it from the property in the magazine, "Evins Mill." He prayed to God 3 times, asking for direction. 3 times God answered him.

So we bought it and moved from Houston to Tennessee. It was not at ALL like I had dreamed. People had grown used to disrespecting it over the previous 12 years after the owners had died. People from everywhere came, uninvited, trespassing without a thought, because it looked like an unsupervised State Park. They broke windows, they drank, they fished, they visited the waterfalls, they made love in the driveways, they stole whatever they wanted, broke in wherever they wanted. NO. I stopped it.

I put up fences. I put up signs. We spent 6,000 hours EACH repairing EVERYTHING. We hauled 100 horse trailers of trash we picked up to the dump. ALL while he worked on his computers, as the top expert in the world, from our beautiful Lodge on the cliff we restored day after day. We made Evins Mill in Smithville, Tennessee BEAUTIFUL.

We were not popular. We had kicked everyone out. SO I created the idea of "Chapelgate" - a name I created to honor God. Then I drove twice a month to Koinonia, a coffeehouse in Nashville, and played my guitar and sang my songs about God, with a group of other Christian songwriters. I made friends. I started bringing them out for events I created at our home, at Chapelgate. I started inviting the public for those special events. I changed the ENTIRE atmosphere of Evins Mill. I turned it into Chapelgate.

Amy Grant made the Number One Christian video, song, and album of all time, up to its release, at MY waterfalls. HERE Robin and I hired one of the two top Christian Songwriters and Producers to create my first two albums of my songs about God, in the recording studio Robin built for me in our Lodge mansion on our cliff, our home. It was about $50,000. and that was back in the 80s. That didn't exist yet. He created it for me because I was shy and just wanted to write my songs about God and record them in private. We did. Those are my albums you can find if you do a Google search, or look through my work.

Then Robin died unexpectedly of a heart attack on Christmas Eve 1990. I was heartbroken, our kids were heartbroken. My family came to help us from Texas, the family who had taught me from birth to love and follow God.

So THAT is who the biggest oil corporation in the world was facing, who the top attorneys in the world were facing, when they met ME in Federal Court. I had made a VOW eight years earlier and I had KEPT that Vow. They were facing the David of all David's. That Goliath had never seen anything like me, never faced a sling like mine. And I killed Goliath. How? I killed him with my Faith in God's Holy Bible. I killed him with my sling and my fierce attitude that he would NOT place himself above God or above God's chosen followers, Israel, me. I was David. I served my Father, God, Yahweh. I copied Jesus with every breath and footstep.

The ancient Hebrew word for "head place" is in Genesis, the way I read it. ISRAEL is the head place, the Genesis, the LEADER. Not riches. Not Federal Court. Not Judges. Not the most lucrative corporations in the world. Not their attorneys and systems and methods. They took my money they owed me for the misuse of MY software and system - of ROBIN's software and system - but they did NOT "win."

Robin had repeatedly DRILLED into my head as his personally trained Documentation Specialist whom he had supervised and trained to document his entire system, AND as his wife, AND as the President of our corporation we founded as just him and me, that HE OWNED the intellectual property rights. I KNEW I was right. I knew GOD KNEW I was right. I believed it and I acted. I would not only pick up my sling, hurl the stone, hit Goliath in his obstinate forehead, kill him and chop off his head BUT I would then, when it was all over pray, from my bench where I sat outside the then empty courtroom, and strike the final blow.

I prayed, "Dear Father, what do you want me to do?" I heard in my mind something I heard at every decision I made, that I'd heard my entire life, that I'd followed with every thought for the past 8 years. I heard, "What would Jesus do?" I got up walked over to the dozen oilmen and attorneys who had gathered in a ring to congratulate each other at their theft from (my opinion) a widow and now fatherless children of one of the highest level geniuses God ever put on earth and from the fruits of his lifework. I walked into their center ring. I walked up to the main one with a sweet smile on my face, a genuine smile. I held out my hand and shook his hand. Then I said, "Somehow this is my Father, God's, decision. HE did this. HE has ALLOWED you to kill me. Somehow it is for HIS GLORY. I forgive you."

Now back to the story... I wanted you to see the real Goliath, first. The real Goliath would turn out to be on an entirely different realm, spiritual and physical level. The real Goliath would turn out to be our faulty DOCTRINE of Christianity and our faulty TRANSLATION of our precious Holy Bible. THAT was the Goliath my Father, Yahweh, was using my little sling, the stones and faith of Israel, his beloved, to slay.

Now, again, back to the story...

In the middle of the trial, in Federal Court, over damages rightfully owed to ME, which I had PROVED was saving the oil companies $100 million dollars per YEAR, damages to ME of $690 MILLION dollars, I went into the bathroom, knelt down and prayed, "Dear Father, if there is any way you can use this situation for your Glory then I give you every penny." I then got up, walked back into the courtroom and within an hour every penny had been taken from me by the Judge, who dismissed the jury. The trial was only half over. It was a stunning miracle. God had taken every penny. When I made that sacrifice I knew it meant I'd lose Chapelgate, my precious home, forever. I did it anyway. So I sacrificed Chapelgate as well.

That SPIRIT of DAVID is what allowed me to retranslate the Bible. Why did I want to? Because I had believed the Bible story and Goliath was NOT supposed to win. Something was off. So I started studying more, and then I started retranslating. THAT allowed me to kill the REAL "Goliath" and "cut off his HEAD(place). That's how it works. When you make a sacrifice on this level God repays you with this level of INSIGHT. After the trial ended it took me 2 Masters in Theology, the next decade, and 15,000 hours of retranslating the King James Bible BACK into the original ancient Hebrew and Greek, - the way God my Father TAUGHT me - to grasp what Jesus was actually telling us and what the Holy Bible ACTUALLY says. David KILLS Goliath and chops off his HEAD. Faith/Obedience BOTH in ACTION.

That is what I write about now. I write from that PLACE of insight. As I can hear my beautiful "Silverblack" (see my Angel 2.0 stories) say: "Best BELIEVE I'm right." xo Angel

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Written May 19, 2025 at 11:57 am