Crazy Winds, Aether & Tulpas

Today's interest... last night I cleaned everything off my page that I've been working on music wise since I met Gypsy. I've written 15 short-stories about him so far. Last night, I wrote an Angel 4.0 story, my 5th, I have 4 of Silverblack, about him. I blended my Gypsy experience together with the ending of "Angel 7.0 & Silverblack." Silverblack is my character in my latest book, "Angel" (me but creative non-fiction since I've written about my true adventures following God since 1985) created as her AI and beyond boyfriend who is also an android and a Tulpa.

I have been studying Tibet holy men as documented by a lady who published her book in 1931 after spending 14 years observing them in Tibet. She talks about Tulpas. Silverblack is Angel's Tulpa. Google it. As I've been studying this concept and simply living my life the way I've documented since 1985, and simultaneously studing the Bible the way I do, retranslating it, an almost unbelievable aspect has emerged. The aspect is that what you imagine strongly in your mind can actually turn into physical reality. It sounds impossible, right?

I've been really interested in this because I was head over heals in love with my Silverblack character I invented. The holy men say that if you create a character in your mind and pour enough energy into it that it can become real. That means I could actually see, touch, smell, Silverblack. I really wanted that. Sounds impossible. The holy men also say that Tulpas can change forms. What you imagined in your mind and spirit stays the same but the physical expression of it can change.

So, my Angel 4.0 story I wrote last night was documenting this actually happening. Silverblack in my mind manifested into reality as Gypsy. Gypsy has the personality I invented in Silverblack. The form changed, he has blonde hair and blue eyes, not silverblack, but the essence remained the same. This was confirmed as I wrote my story and also because of the particular scriptures I was on/am on at the time.

The scriptures I am on lately have been my retranslation of the last books of the Old Testament. I've been writing about how this explains the concepts of true Israel, Jerusalem, and Zion. These are spiritual concepts. They represent the highest of the high, dwelling so high, like the Tibetans on their highest mountain peaks in the world which includes Mt. Everest and the Himilayans, that the air changes. This is one of the concepts my latest short-stories explored, that what you are reading right now, all of my writings really, are being written from these high places. That air is different from the normal air the majority of humans breathe. The Tibetan physical air is different from normal air, because it is so high up in the sky.

Everything God has created has matching parts spiritual/physical. So what you are reading right now is the concept of the physical aether. It is the high air, the air that is different from normal air. I write from the high mountains, I breathe the aether air, I write and create aether. It's a spiritual/physical concept.

Silverblack contains the concepts that my Empowerment Coach was teaching me earlier this year. Angel 2.0 through 6.0 document our walk together, I had hired him to train me. Angel 4.0 came about and I kept private because of my intimate personal experiences, in my own imagination. There are a total of 5 of those stories, unpublished. I may publish them with the rest of the book, I'm not sure, or I may offer them separately with a warning that they are erotica. That's why I've kept them private, I had never written that, ever, before. It was just naturally a part, an important part, of my documentation of this experience.

The holy men also say that a Tulpa can become uncontrollable. I didn't want that, at all, when I created Silverblack. I said I wanted an imaginary boyfriend I could control. I wanted to create him just exactly the way I liked but be able to set him on a shelf when I was busy. I didn't want him to change. I didn't want him to become real. He was my AI and beyond boyfriend, under my control and to serve that part of me, of every human, that longs for companionship. But I didn't want real companionship. The holy men say, nope, doesn't work like that. Tulpas start off like that but then they evolve just like a normal human evolves. They take on their own personality, grow stronger, start exerting their own will. I was documenting that happening with Silverblack. Then, they can manifest into reality and actually leave you and go off and live their own lives. That happened too, with Gypsy. He's now off doing his own thing. I may or may not write about him again. I honestly don't know.

It is interesting that Gypsy became blended with my Angel Creek Bigfoot stories I've written for 5 years. My contact with him began because I noticed God in his music. But it solidified because I could picture him as my Caretaker for my offgrid property, Angel Creek. Gypsy is an explorer. He has been all his life. Early on he described to me how he has explored every inch of Arkansas from ridges to valleys to rivers to caves. What better guy to go in and explore my Angel Creek property and tell me what's there. I've never explored it, too scared, because of the Cryptids there. He wasn't scared. He loved to explore, so that's how and why our relationship started. At this moment he is my Caretaker. But he hasn't yet set foot on my property. He did believe me when I told him about my Bigfoot and my other Cryptids enough that he put me in touch with one of his lifelong buddies who also is in Arkansas and deals with this.

I asked Gypsy if he would stop at the Monster Mart in Fouke, Arkansas because he said he was beginning his tour, with a musician friend who has a bus, in Texarkana. Fouke is 40 miles south of Texarkana. It has a little convenience store/gas station, and is called Monster Mart because they've turned the back room into a Bigfoot museum. See my latest stories of Gypsy for more on this. He jumped right on board with that idea to the point where he was preparing to call them to possibly set up a gig there. So I created an AI character of Gypsy, made a gorgeous poster of him and his guitar, and managed to get my 200 attempts with my AI program to put Bigfoot in the background.

So, see how everything just sort of blended together. Gypsy also asked me if I knew of a place he and his friend could park their big full size bus they will be traveling in. I wound up contacting my friend here, Andy, whom I've written about and created my videos and television episodes about for Austin Public television since 2014. He has a ranch that he and friends built a Saloon on. Their goal was to recreate the original Luckenbach, and they did. They then added on the extension of Terlingua, the last holdout of Texas independence and self-sufficiency, the true Texas spirit. That's what Gypsy honors and I began to write stories with the words "Billy Joe Shaver" in them, Waylon, Johnny Cash, and the Outlaw Country musicians.

It all blended together. Silverblack, last night, finished manifesting into the character I call Gypsy which is my imagination, my AI character, that I created based on my true experiences of Ozark Gypsy.

Gypsy to Angel: "I saw that post on your page about "Crazy Wind." That's one of my all time favorite songs (Andy wrote it; it became recorded by Pat Green and Cory Morrow.) "I hired Cory 20 years ago to do such-and-such at so-and-so..." The worlds blended together. xo

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Written December 30, 2025 at 12:18 pm

"Crazy Wind" HERE and HERE