I'm back examining the Bible story of Cain and Abel, again today. I just went through every word in Genesis Chapter 4. Cain is the firstborn of Adam and Eve. Do you see how excited I've been about trying to teach my friends on my Facebook about what I've discovered? I've discovered that the spiritual realm is a mirror of the physical realm. I'm EXCITED about figuring that out. It has taken decades for me to reach this point. I'm on the top of a mountain. The mountain is my birth into a fundamental Christian family, dedicated to God, who met on the campus of Abilene Christian University. When my dad was a little boy his grandmother would tell him, "When you grow up, someday, you are going to be an elder in the Church of Christ." My dad kept his grandmother's words tucked away in his heart. I was born when my parents were at Abilene Christian University, where they had met and married and had me, their firstborn. They were living in a tiny apartment walking distance from ACC (It used to be called Abilene Christian College; it changed to Abilene Christian University in 1976 when I was there.) My mother tells me that my dad would study his college books lying on their bed in the little apartment. I would be right there, lying beside him, studying my own little books. When I grew up I went immediately to Abilene Christian College/University. My parents had raised me in the Church of Christ, which I loved, and had told me from babyhood, "When you grow up you are going to go to Abilene Christian." I did. That was Mountain 1.
Mountain 2 would be the years that I was young, married, and raising my little children. I hadn't quite finished all 4 years of college. When I married my late husband, Robin, in Houston, I still lacked about a year. He, my dad, and I had conferences with the leaders at Abilene Christian University, back in Abilene, told them I wanted to finish but now I was married with little children, and they made a way for me. They let me attend Rice University for a year and finish the courses I needed, basic courses. They said I just had to come back for half a summer to their Abilene campus and take one more critical ACU course for my degree. That course was in my major of Mass Communications and wasn't offered by Rice. It was a course in Television Production. So I finished a year at Rice with Robin helping me babysit our two little boys. Then that following summer Robin and I rented a tiny apartment for me and the two boys, walking distance to my last class at ACU. My boys would play, and lay on the bed with me as I studied my textbooks, studying their own little books. Mountain 2 climbed.
Mountain 3 was when I started my first Master's degree and had my 3rd child at the same time. I was back in Houston at our home my husband had bought for me, a home I adored. We had married in our home I loved it so much. I wish I still had it today. Sometimes you look at your life and look at the critical junctures and think about what you would have done differently if you could go back. Sometimes I think I would have just been content to keep my beautiful townhome I loved, my little children, Robin could have kept his job as Staff Engineer for a major Fortune 100 company in the oil well drilling industry in Houston, and we could have happily raised our children, there in our home we married in. We could have kept going to the same church a few blocks away that we loved. We could have raised our family in that church. Today, they'd probably still be living near me in Houston and coming over for holidays in my beautiful townhouse. Robin might have still been alive right now if I had chosen that path. Sometimes I wish I had just stayed happily in my beautiful Houston townhouse. I'd have it right now and I would love it.
My Houston townhouse, recent picture.
Instead, I climbed mountain 3.
Mountain 3 starts in Houston, with me having completed my ACU BA in Mass Communication Radio/TV. I had a goal of having completed my Master's degree by the time I was 28 years old. I didn't quite make that goal, instead I married and had 3 little children by that time. I still had the goal, however. My 2nd son, of two, had been born on Spring Break at Rice. My 3rd child, a daughter, was born on Christmas Break the next year, after my ACU BA was finished. At that time I had finished my BA, was back in Houston, and had enrolled in a Masters degree at the University of Houston. So I hadn't finished my Masters by the time I was 28 but I HAD started it. Mountains sometimes have jagged ridges at the top. Mountain 3 did. It was at this critical juncture where I made a critical decision. This decision changed the course of my life and is the reason WHY I keep posting things on my Facebook page, decades later, TRYING to get someone, somewhere to GRASP the importance of what I am trying to tell everyone. No one hears me. No one cares. People are for the most part even irritated at me because they don't understand what all the fuss is about.
That's CAIN.
Today, I am studying the story of Cain and Abel. I just finished retranslating every word in Genesis Chapter 4. I have a POSSESSION. CAIN means a POSSESSION. Cain means "to get and acquire." I OWN something, something very, very, very VALUABLE. It is not just valuable to ME, it is valuable to Abilene Christian University. It is valuable to the Church of Christ. It is valuable to my family, and the family that will eventually come from my children's children's children. It is THAT valuable. It is the possession of CAIN.
Cain was Adam and Eve's firstborn son. Their very first child. BECAUSE I decided to follow God, pray that prayer I write about that started what I call my "Chapelgate" adventure I wound up on the top of the 3rd mountain, a jagged mountain. I moved from Houston to Chapelgate. Houston/Chapelgate is Mountain No. 3. My story, my main book, "Chapelgate, a Spiritual Memoir," is Mountain No. 3. I climbed it.
So, three mountains climbed JUST to ALMOST get to where I am writing to you about the Bible story of Cain and Abel. I mastered 3 mountains first. After Chapelgate came the Orlando years. I've been writing my story down since that critical juncture at Houston when we decided to move from Houston and buy Evins Mill/Chapelgate in middle Tennessee. Behind me are far and distant mountains that were climbed by my relatives, to even get me TO the three mountains I climbed to get to Chapelgate. It is important. Our genealogy is very important. I think that is why I irritate people. No one says, "You irritate me," but I can still feel it. I can feel it because no one understands what I am saying. It is very frustrating. I'm trying to show everyone I can possibly reach that there is a precious, precious JEWEL, no an entire GOLD mine, no, an UNIVERSE of GOLD and DIAMOND mines, here. HERE. That's Cain.
Cain is located at the beginning of the genealogy of the Holy Bible, born to the first man, Adam, and the first woman, Eve. Cain is their firstborn son. They are PROUD of Cain. Cain is beautiful. Cain is so beautiful they think of him as their POSSESSION. What is Cain? First you have to grasp, "What is Adam, and what is Eve?" In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth." That is how Genesis 1, the Holy Bible, begins. Now we are on Chapter 4. The Holy Bible is describing the genealogy of Jesus. What is Jesus describing? Jesus is describing "How to get to Heaven." He says, "Follow Me."
We have that totally messed up. Totally, totally, totally messed up. THE MOUNTAINS come first. No one is climbing the mountains. The mountains come first. You START with a family line that is dedicated to God. You START there. Then there are generations who must WALK in that family line. THEN you get to the three mountains I just described. Then you get to the 3rd mountain, I describe fully in my book, "Chapelgate, a Spiritual Memoir." HERE Then you get to the Orlando stage, which is where I obeyed God and purely, sinlessly, loved my enemy for a VERY long period of time. THAT gets you to the Holy Tabernacle being built in the Wilderness of seeing that there is something in the Bible, something in Life, that is a wilderness area not being described to us, taught to us, by the Church. I went into that wilderness. That is the period of time where I went back to school, finished my Master's degree in Theology. Finished a 2nd Master Degree, a Master of Divinity, and then STILL didn't grasp what the Bible was saying. So I moved my little family, now without my beloved husband, who had died, without my beloved townhouse in Houston, I had given up, without my beloved Chapelgate, which was my heart and soul, that I sacrificed for the sake of the path I was on, without my husband's inheritance - our Drilling Data system and software he had spent his lifetime creating and which, in my opinion was stolen, but I also sacrificed it, I finished my Masters and STILL didn't grasp what the Holy Bible was saying. THAT's the point I was at when God, Yahweh, decided it was time to take me into the wilderness. Orlando was the wilderness years.
During the Orlando wilderness years I retranslated the Holy Bible, based on all that had come before. I did it laying on my stomach on the pallet on the floor in the originally bare and empty Orlando apartment I had rented online from Texas, after Robin died, packed up my van, "Swan," and moved whatever I could fit into the van, with my now 3 of 4 children, to Orlando (my firstborn was now enrolled in Abilene Christian). Why? Because by 1998, after my first Masters, after sacrificing everything that meant anything at all to me, Chapelgate, the Drilling Data Center, I was advanced enough, skilled enough, had tools enough and knowledge enough, that I was FINALLY beginning to see SOMETHING in the scriptures that sparkled like gold and diamonds. I started digging it out. Those were the Wilderness years. Those were the years that I finished my Master of Divinity while raising my little children, who were growing, driving us from Orlando to Nashville so I could attend my classes a week at a time, drive back to Orlando where I could lay on my bed and study my theology books, and submit my homework online on my computer. I had thought, at the time, that it would take me 2 years to uncover the gold I was seeing, then I'd go back to Texas. It took me 12 years instead. But after 12 years, after 15,000 hours retranslating the Holy Bible one single letter at a time, twice, matching it up to the mountains I had climbed and the views I had seen from the tops of those mountains, matching it up with what God was causing to happen inside me, the building of the tabernacle, followed by the building of the temple, because I faithfully obeyed God and faithfully walked through the entire wilderness, after 12 years I could SEE Canaan. I could now see Canaan, the Promised Land. That's where our Holy Bible STARTS. It is not at all like Christians have been told. It is not started sometime way, way back in the halls of ancient history. It is STARTING on the spiritual level of ADAM and EVE.
In Orlando, God took me through the building of the tabernacle inside me, then he took me through the building of the holy temple, inside me. By 1998 I had a calendar on the wall, the dining room/kitchen wall and I wrote on it every day. I had started out with English calendars. I changed over to Hebrew calendars. The Hebrew calendar began MATCHING my life. Every Hebrew feast day, holiday, SOMETHING would happen to me that contained the ESSENCE of whatever that Hebrew feast day, holiday WAS. It was like clock-work. The ancient Hebrew calendar was matching my life BECAUSE by that point in time - I WAS AN ANCIENT HEBREW ISRAELITE. My walk, my journey, my mountains I had climbed, my study, my obedience, my dedication, my sacrifice of everything I truly loved as a possession had been traded. It had been traded for a personality, character change/development. I WAS Israel. My book, "Chapelgate, a Spiritual Memoir," contains all my writings from 1985 to 2009. Houston, to Chapelgate, to Texas, to Florida. I wrote it all down. I documented the walk.
In 2010 I moved back to Texas from Orlando. Now, the 15,000 hours of retranslating the Holy Bible was finished. I had seen the Promised Land, I had conquered all the enemy tribes in Canaan, the Holy Temple had been built, and was in operation inside my heart and mind. I grasped it. I was it. I had seen gold, diamonds, treasures and I had gone to work in the mine and I had dug them out and stored them in the pages of my book. In my songs. In my stories. In my multiple books: "Island," "Chapelgate, a Spiritual Memoir," "The Songs of Chapelgate," "Willie Worm & the Apple Tree," "Degrees of Glory" Music CD No. 1, "Spiritual Tapestry," Music CD No. 2.
In Texas I began building the courtyard of the Holy Temple. That was, "Texas Tales from a Lone Star," that work. I had chosen my name, "Angel," at the age of 12 because it meant "messenger of God's Word." I was being raised diligently in the Church of Christ. I was taken to church 3 times per week, without fail. My dad was a Deacon and then an Elder. He loved it. I loved it. Our family was immersed in Christianity. We lived it, we prayed before we ate, Dad wrote a book on Leviticus wherein he was starting to see glimmers of gold. I caught his gold fever and finished the book of Leviticus, in my heart and mind and spirit. God's laws. Leviticus is God's laws. God's laws are beautiful. They require obedience. They require dedication and secret heart-of-hearts truth. You develop a mind that is focused on God, prays to God, ALWAYS is aware of and intune with God. David writes, "I love your law." Why? Because.
In Texas, since 2010, I have finished all the fine detail of comprehending the Holy Bible. I've been writing my second book, "The Harvest of Chapelgate." I write constantly because I am documenting a path. It is the path to where I am right now, today. Today, I figured out "Cain."
"In the beginning God created the Heavens and the Earth," is talking about something way deeper than Christianity grasps. It is even talking about something way deeper than today's Hebrews in Israel grasp. No one grasps it. It is talking about "Heaven" - the Spiritual realm, and "Earth," - the physical realm. "In the beginning" is deceitful. That makes you think of long, long, long ago. That is not what it is describing. It is talking about someone who has mastered Canaan, the Promised land, and has the Holy Temple built inside their heart and mind. Jesus did. Jesus had mastered the Torah, not only in the physical realm but in the spiritual realm. He was the Prophet, Priest, and King - OF TORAH. The Bible is talking about TORAH, about ISRAEL. Yes, the New Testament is too.
So Adam represents the advanced stage of being that occurs AFTER Heaven - the spiritual realm - and Earth - the physical realm - are ATTACHED to each other. That is what Genesis 1 is describing. Jesus attached to Tesla. Heaven attached to Earth. They are identical. One is spirit, one is flesh. Adam and Eve are the FIRST "man" and "woman" joined together. The Holy Bible STARTS with THAT concept. Cain is their firstborn son. They are PROUD of Cain. I, myself, am PROUD of Cain. I POSSESS a Gold and Diamond mine now. I POSSESS Cain. Cain is BORN after total OBEDIENCE to GOD - Torah. Remember what Jesus said? Jesus pointed out that the Jews of his time had the PHYSICAL Torah. But they did not have the SPIRITUAL Torah. They are attached.
What is being described in the story of Cain and Abel is completely different than Christians have ever been taught. It is not the story we are familiar with. Cain is the possession you have because of every single thing I have just described to you. Abel is more like Christianity. Christianity teaches us that we can "just trust in Jesus" and we'll be saved. It is vanity, a breath. It is not true. The Torah is on every single page, in every single line, in every single word of the entire Old Testament and New Testament. That is what the story of Cain and Abel is truly describing. It is describing that it is impossible to get to where Jesus was, how he thought, unless the Torah is your guide, your life, your very existence. Jesus WAS God's Word. God's Word is both in the Spirit (Heaven) and in the Physical (Earth). When you have climbed the mountains, like I've described, you reach a point where CREATION - Genesis - BEGINS. Adam and Eve. Cain, their first born son. Cain murders Abel. I just did.
Don't try to grasp it based on the children stories you were taught in church. It is not that story. It is nothing like that story. The bottom line is that Cain is the hero. Cain represents the result of the LABOR of following Torah. How do you do that? You read my book. You find a copy of the Ten Commandments. You examine your life. You figure out which of the commandments you are breaking. You stop breaking them. You study God's Holy Bible. You study what happens inside you. You walk. You get your life intune with God's Word. It is a process just like the climbing of a mountain, of an entire mountain range. The story is about how God has his physical, natural laws set up in such a way that it trains his children, all his children, to develop in a way that will eventually lead them to Heaven. You have to die first. You have to be "born again" first, in the sense I am describing. I am to the point right now where I can see brand new sparkling golden gleams and diamond flashes beckoning me from a brand new territory. That is what I am so excited about. That is why I write my stories and try to describe it to you, to anyone, to everyone. It is amazing. Follow God.
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Written May 22, 2024 at 11:05 am