Unraveling the Magic

Apr 2
3 min read

💕 Today’s interest… I’m starting to get tired. My schedule is messed up, I can’t sleep, and just had 5 hours of sleep. I’m studying that tricky High Magic book. I bought it Feb. 25, 2026. I’m on page 87 of 469. I need to study it all because these are the lies that have held us in bondage for centuries. However, they ARE based on a good grasp of natural physical law. The problem is they take the Bible and warp the meaning to fit their own doctrine. They think this makes their doctrine superior. It doesn’t. On the other hand when I recognize some concept they’ve warped and turned to their advantage I have to be careful now to not write what it means. That’s how they got their powerful deceitful High Magic doctrine in the first place. They took God’s true natural physical law (called Science) then cheated by having a list of Catholic doctrine and faulty English Bible interpretations and false Commentaries as they created their High Magic beliefs. If you don’t recognize the name of the author, “Eliphas Levi” (notice the Jewish overtones) then maybe you’ll recognize the name of the man who claimed to be his reincarnation and who “heavily incorporated his magical theories into his own studies and teachings,” Aleister Crowley. Crowley was labeled “the wickedest man in the world.” He’s also stupid, a liar, deceptive, and a cheater. I think it’s a good thing God hid his actual meaning of his Holy Bible through the deceptive and inaccurate King James Bible, and all Bible’s English translations.

God taught me. I was raised from birth in fundamental Christianity. I was baptized as close to Jesus’ age of 12 as I could, I was almost 12. I took the pen name of “Angel” the same summer and determined to be like the Swamp Angel in Gene Stratton Porter’s book, “Freckles.” She was a Caucasion, blue-eyed blonde, with long blonde hair, like me. She was beautifully spirited, like Jesus, my model from birth. I took her name as my pen name, the Biblical meaning of “angel” as “messenger of God’s Word,” and the “Great Commission” of Jesus to go “teach his Word to all the world” as my reason for becoming a writer and why I chose Mass Communication and Bible as my areas of interest, later in college.

I was taught our Holy Bible was absolutely true, inerrant, and inspired by the Holy Spirit. It is. God used my life story to teach me that our English translation and our modern Christian doctrine are what is incorrect. He has led me step by step from birth to be able to understand that and to repair it. That is the centerpiece of all my writings. That’s my life story. That’s why I enrolled in a PhD after mastering the best of both of the church colleges I was raised in. I know because of my Chapelgate experiences, and all that went before and after, what our Bible says and what Christianity teaches. We have it wrong. Basically, you have to master the path to the Kingdom of Heaven that Jesus was walking and teaching: God our Father, YHWH, Yahweh 1st and Love your neighbor as yourself - Others - 2nd. In my Florida years until now I also mastered loving my enemy, as Jesus did and taught, meaning not to accept their errors but to care enough to be a light to the correct path.

The book I’m reading, by Crowley’s hero, is the mirror image opposite of all that. God created a blueprint inside me, a mirror, and that’s my tool to untwist what this ruling world doctrine twisted. I don’t have it yet. That’s what I’m doing - I’m figuring it out. I’m documenting my journey as I do. I know enough to have arrived here, today’s studies, as the correct location.

I also just now retranslated the Great Commission, Matthew 28:18-20. When I did it said exactly what I just wrote. Those who have finished the path to the Kingdom of Heaven are given a mirror, a blueprint, they use to know how to correct God’s Holy Bible (Spiritual truth; Heaven), and God’s Word in Nature/Creation (Physical truth, known as Science; Earth). For the Spiritual truth we simply look at High Magic by Earth masters, Crowley types, and because it has been dipped/emersed in the truth we know how to undip it - what the word “baptized” is referring to in those verses. We have a mirror inside our being.

Back to my book… right after my nap, I’m tired.

Written April 2, 2026 at 4:38 pm